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Cumbersome Catalog - Beauteous Rest

The cool breeze and the slow rain of orangeish yellow leaves. Why is death so beautiful? The peaceful faces and still rest of those who have passed. Why is death so beautiful? The subtle joy and aching hearts caused by a lost loved one. Why is death so beautiful? The freedom from sin and pain, and the embrace of life eternal. Why is death so beautiful? One day I'll know everlasting rest and perfect work. One day I'll know why death is so beautiful.

Mantle Magika TCG - Rules

What's Needed to Play: - 2 - 4 players. - Each player has a deck of 60 cards. - You may play up to 5 copies of a card in your deck. - Something to keep track of your Health and Energy. (exp. notepad, dice, or an app on your phone) How the Game Ends: - If your Health reaches 0 or if you try to draw from an empty deck then you lose. - The final player to have Health and not draw from an empty deck wins the game. - You may also decide to forfeit the game and lose on the spot. - All remaining players can choose to have a game end as a draw if all are in agreement. How to Start the Game: - Each player begins with 30 Health (25 Health for 3 players and 20 Health for 4 players). - Each player draws 7 cards from their deck. You can then choose to Mulligan. You can only Mulligan once per game. - A Mulligan is when you shuffle your starting hand of 7 cards back into your deck and draw 7 new cards. - Once all players are ready, you decide who goes first. (exp. flipping a coin, rolling dice, o...

Cumbersome Catalog - Therapy

T What's on your mind? M Nothing. F Don't lie. There's clearly something bothering you. M I'm just tired. T Did you not sleep well? F Did you sleep at all? M I don't know. F What do you mean "I don't know"? M T Did something happen to keep you from sleeping? M I was listening to music. T What kind of music? M Slow music. F Slow music? M Like not fast and upbeat. More like slow and mellow. T Why were you listening to slow music? M Because I wanted to. F Did that "Slow Music" make you relapse again? M F What the hell are you doing? Why do you keep doing this shit? M F Why don't you ever answer me? Do we not matter to you? M T Did you try your steps? M Yeah. T Did it help any? M Kinda. F Clearly it didn't because you still did it. T We all make mistakes. Let's just get up and give it another shot. M Okay. F Will anything be different this time? M F Fine, don't say anything. Just know I am NOT leaving you alone until you get over ...

Cumbersome Catalog - Farewell Poem

To live in the cabin, The one on the hill. Surrounded by jasmine, How quant and tranquil. The sun shines on it The splendor of beauty. How perfect it fits. Far better than a city. Why do you care? I suppose I shouldn't. Why are you hanging there? Because I gave up. Why won't you breathe? Too much effort. Why won't you think? Once I start, I can't stop. Don't you miss me? ... You didn't fail. ... You're enough. ... You don't have to be alone. ... I'm here with you now. ... I won't leave you. ... Please don't leave me... ... ...please... ...

Cumbersome Catalog - Gentle Sin

 Bowing down before the shadow of the cold figure before me. Many prayers are given daily to this statue. How often do we worship the stone? Do their hard ears hear? Or do their cold hearts love? The Speakers say so. They say to watch and pray. They say to trust and endure. Why should I bow down to this shrine of lies? Why should I heed the words of the blind Speakers? This empty faith is suicide. Why should I follow their drum beat when the wind and the trees call my name? My heart yearns for the freedom of truth. Today, I venture outside the chapel. Today, I am free from prison.

Cumbersome Catalog - Life from a Different Perspective

I travel daily through the mighty wilderness with my brothers to collect food. We provide for our whole country. Day in and day out we search for, and bring back food for everyone as our Queen has commanded. When I find something worth bringing back, I call for my brothers, and we lift it on our shoulders and carry it back through the great streets of our powerful fortress. This impenetrable castle was built and paved by the best this country has to offer and is maintained beautifully! I'm proud to be a part of the largest nation in the wilderness. We are protected by the largest, bravest, and strongest of soldiers out there. No nation or rival power can stand up to us... Well, accept one. The giants... They are massive and terrible beings that could easily trample even the greatest of armies under their gargantuan feet. Their steps send shivers through the ground, and when they come through the best we can do is hide in the protective halls of our stronghold. They tend to leave us...

Cumbersome Catalog - The Restful Flower Gardener

 What do we do when the flowers fade? Do we buy new ones? Grow more? Press them? Dry them? Flowers are beautiful but fleeting joys. Do we treasure these short-lived wonders? Hold onto them, take care of them, be gentle with them. Flowers can be vibrant and have such a sweet odor. Why don't you take better care of your flowers so that they last? Do you even care? Flowerbeds line the perimeter of the house. Each with their own charm and eccentricity. Deep sleep amongst the petals pointing towards the sky. My eyes are closed, and my body lays low beneath the blanket of roots. The flowers drink in the rays of sun, swallow the rain of water, and chew the rot of my body. I love to see them bloom so bright and joyful. Under these beds do I rest so that the flowers can wake every morning and sing to the sky. Oh, how I love my garden.