Ry's Personal Space

T What's on your mind? M Nothing. F Don't lie. There's clearly something bothering you. M I'm just tired. T Did you not sleep well? F Did you sleep at all? M I don't know. F What do you mean "I don't know"? M T Did something happen to keep you from sleeping? M I was listening to music. T What kind of music? M Slow music. F Slow music? M Like not fast and upbeat. More like slow and mellow. T Why were you listening to slow music? M Because I wanted to. F Did that "Slow Music" make you relapse again? M F What the hell are you doing? Why do you keep doing this shit? M F Why don't you ever answer me? Do we not matter to you? M T Did you try your steps? M Yeah. T Did it help any? M Kinda. F Clearly it didn't because you still did it. T We all make mistakes. Let's just get up and give it another shot. M Okay. F Will anything be different this time? M F Fine, don't say anything. Just know I am NOT leaving you alone until you get over ...

To live in the cabin, The one on the hill. Surrounded by jasmine, How quant and tranquil. The sun shines on it The splendor of beauty. How perfect it fits. Far better than a city. Why do you care? I suppose I shouldn't. Why are you hanging there? Because I gave up. Why won't you breathe? Too much effort. Why won't you think? Once I start, I can't stop. Don't you miss me? ... You didn't fail. ... You're enough. ... You don't have to be alone. ... I'm here with you now. ... I won't leave you. ... Please don't leave me... ... ...please... ...