Ry's Personal Space

 That morning was like any other. The sun peaked through the blinds and caught my restful eyes. I roll to the other side of my bed in denial of the reality that I had to get up. The fan hums overhead, the birds tweet at one another, and I sink further into the warm embrace of my blankets. "I don't want to wake up..." I say as I submerge myself deeper into my unconscious fantasies. My vision smudges until all is lost in the darkness hid behind my eyelids. I grasp at this feeling of listless drifting. My mind is sent worlds away and all is at peace. My days are joyful, and all goes as planned. Those around me are full of smiles. Their eyes are gone. Free acceptance. Friends galore, laughter follows continually, effortless success. All in fantastic shades of yellow. All turn to face me. All smile. Their eyes are gone away from me. They only see the bright face I carry with me. It is genuine. I smile, laugh, fall deeply... Warm, thick, heavy drops stream from my eyes onto my ...

 You pull me up from my seat with a smile. The colors brighten and my heart races. You grasp my hand tightly as you already have done with my love. I'm nervous. My hands are covered in sweat and trembling in fear; and yet you don't seem to mind. With that look in your eyes you draw me to the center of the floor.  Spinning around and around in circles. My feet tap, hips swing, and arms hold you close. Everyone's eyes are on us, and my eyes are on you. You have taken my world by force but I happily give it all to you. I spin my fears and anxieties away and your sweet intoxication fulfil my desires. I want nothing more than this moment.  We dance.  I lean in and whisper in your ear. "I love you..." And as I shift back you grab me by the cheeks and pull me into a long kiss. My world drops, raises, and explodes all in a single second. My heart bursts out of my chest and my blood surges through my body like rushing rapids. I feel as if I'm flying at a million miles ...

 Sitting, early morning, on the mountain side moss. The sky is a deep blue with a thin layer of purplish pink lining the mountain range. The sun is mere minutes away from peaking its shining face out for the whole mountain side to see.  My hand instinctively reaches to my left for a hand that is no longer there. My heart aches in my chest and my vision is soon clouded with great drops of grief. The sleeve of my jacket cradles the quickly falling tears and holds them as closely as my arms would hold her to my beating heart.  Now I quietly sit with the only thing in my arms to hold is that rugged old book and these early morning memories.  The piercing rays from that sphere of heat and life now shine as clear on my face as the sight of that spotless casket is seared in my mind. The wretched box that carried my comforts away. Now my only friends are that rugged old book and these early morning memories.  "I am coming soon, my love. Be patient. When my work here is ...

 Q, W, E, R, T, Y, U, I, O, P, A, S, D, F, G, H, J, K, L, Z, X, C, V, B, N, and M... These are the letters of HKODGKROQS in our current alphabet.  HKODGKROQS, or originally known as HKODT GKRTK, is the written language of the Ancients. Those of previous VGKSRL. But are now only used of the LDQSS HGVTKL and their followers. Unfortunately, HKODT GKRTK'L original script is no longer intact in full, therefore all we have is this present-day translation which can be found to be quite lacking when it comes to examining the few remains of the ancient KTEGKRL left to me by my ancestors. I curse my father's name for not providing me with the necessary means to acquaint myself with the script of HKODT GKRTK because of his abhorrent apathy for the ways of knowledge and the preservation of it! For now this can still be of use in eventually unlocking the secrets of the KTEGKRL.  Beware in the use of this knowledge when in contact with those known as ZIT TESOHLT. They are NOT to be giv...